each in his/her own little world ponders about their position in the game at the moment. however, could this all change? will it still hold?

STRESS. I can't take it anymore. I got offered a personal challenge to do that I can't tell anyone about and I pretty much don't care about it because I'm supposed to insult two people. I hope the producers put whatever that I'm going on to rant and rave about on the cybermole site. I respect the contestants for whoever they are and I completely don't want to hurt their feelings even though it's for the greater good of the jackpot. I want to walk out of the game with my integrity still intact, not some little weasel. And I would like to tell the final winner this, congratulations that you've got that far, and if you hold a grudge against me for not winning you the measly three bucks, just drop me a note and I'll fork out three bucks myself if it really means that much to you ok... Sigh, I can't believe the producers chose ME for something like that. I'll do it over my dead body. -angst- Hope the rest of the ep gets better... –li (confessional)

Well well it seems that I am Public Enemy number one after my little Justin comment on the main board. It was intended to rile some people up but not quite to the extent that it happened. I guess now I at least see how people are alligned. I am the outsider, the Jerri, of the game. I guess I will play it that way. I just have to remember that Richard Hatch won Survivor 1 and he was hated. I can still pull this off. It will just make the game harder, but challenge is good. I am a little confused why everyone thinks I messed up the challenges. Perhaps I am in denial but I didn't think I was at fault in all those situations. I really think that in all of this though I have made some leads on who the cybermole is. I guess I will have to wait and see how these challenges turn out though. –joel (confessional)

I insulted Alison. It was one of the hardest things I've ever done. My personal challenge of insulting two of the others was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life. It wasn't too hard to insult Joel because I just said what I really felt. But it was so hard to decide about insulting either Alison or Michael. Something Justin said in the last episode kept coming into my mind, "Sometimes it's hard to know when to play the game and when to be a friend." I did it for the group because the jackpot is so low, but I do not feel good about myself and I only hope Ali will forgive me. I am allowed to apologize after this episode is over, aren't I? –sandee (confessional)

I have set a goal -- and that is to make it to the top four. I'm fairly confident that I know who is our sabeteor. Doing a really losey job too. I'm sure everyone has gotten it down by now. The winer of this game will be the one who knws the most about one single person. It's dumb, really. However, I can't help but question myself. Am I 100% confident? Nope. Coz' you never know..... –omar (confessional)

Hey there. I just wanted you to know that although I didn't agree with your comment about Justin, I do not feel, in any way, the way the others do. I do not feel you are useless... You are the most mild mannered person in the game, and it's obvious by the lack of response to the nastiness. Don't pay any attention... Reasons or not, cutting people down and making them feel horrible is not in my nature, it's not my style, and I understand that picking people with volitile personalities makes for good ratings... I don't care, it's uncalled for, and way out of line. I hope that it doesn't stop you from playing the game. I don't know who you're going for, but my pick is...(I can't tell you, and I didn't so.... like I said, you may have your own idea, I'm just trying to share) And I'm still here... I personally wouldn't mind having you around for a while, we shared an XX together (we didn't mess THAT one up did we?) Anyway, I hope to hear from you, and maybe we'll get a hotel room together and be able to chat for real. –alison (message to joel)

Hey there Alison, nice to hear from you. I really feel rather bad now about how this whole thing has blown up. I meant it as a joking little comment about Justin however obviosuly it was uncalled for and I should not have said it. I wish now that I didn't say it but at least I know how a few individuals really feel about me. Guess I won't be trying to share any information with those people now huh... I guess it's tough I have been working two jobs and trying my best to be on when I can, guess it is not enough sometimes. I have been around for both of the first two roundtable discussions, I just did not bring it up, so I must have been contributing something. Oh well thats the way it goes I guess. We'll see how things go now. I think I have it narrowed down now who the CyberMole probably is, but I could be wrong. I think I may go all out on the next quiz and put all my questions on her. That way if I am wrong I am out of the game and if I am right I know who it is. Either way is fine with me. Anyways we'll keep in touch, thanks for not freaking out on me like everyone else! –joel (message to alison)

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